Yeah, i'm back guys :) Act, aku malas nak update blog. But, i decide nak buat blog nih macam, separuh hidup aku. I think better aku luah kan kat dalam blog daripada aku pendam sorang2 or nangis sorang2.

Something has change act. Pernah korang rase your relationship dah berubah? And try as you might you just can't figure out why. And it's always a little things that do the changing. Less texting, less looks, less time they are dying to spent with you, less moments that you have alone. Mybe bagi korang bende ni semua kecil but for me, it's hurt when your BESTFRIEND do like that to you. On the surface everything seems fine. You are still cordial with them but it doesn't feel like their heart is entirely in it anymore. Like something clicked on or off that made them disinterested. Sure they may still love you but it doesn't feel quite right. Like they are dying to tell you something important but are afraid of why will happen if they say it. Their whole body language is reaching out just like their voice wants to.

Memories. Swirling back to me, like a tornado. A pet tornado, really. Eager to please me, to play, more than anything. But in its eagerness, it hurts. In its quickness, i see glimpses of things I never want to see again.